random thoughts...

I guess right now I'm through one of those moments in everybody's life that everything seems not to be clear at all. Between things I've said to people, and things that people have told me in the last few days have made me think about everything, things that I had clear now I'm thinking about... like what my sister told me when I told her I was thinking on not going home for christmas. I guess in general interaction with the people around you is always going to be quite complicated no matter if it is family, love or friends, there are always things that make us think if the decisions we take are the best. I have come to realize that there are so many people and things we just take for granted until there is something that makes us think what would it be like if those people will not be there anymore, it can just confuse you even if you don't know what you really want (like I'm feeling now). I guess eventually I will just find that out what I really want, but for now, I should hold to "sometimes the urgent does not let time for the important" and try to focus on my work towards the end of the semester, and as I always say, time will say and take the best choice.